Saturday, August 15, 2009

Just a small town town girl...

But I'm not. I actually live in a pretty big city. Don't wanna say were yet, but I will tell you my age. I'm 15. I'm also 5'5 and 225 pounds. I go to a great high school. Too bad everyone talks about me behind my back. They call me fat, ugly. I hate it. It makes me feel so depressed. But just so we're clear, I'm not suicidal or a self-cutter, I swear. I'm just angry. I'm sick of only being able to wear Old Navy jeans because they are the only one's that fit. I'm sick of being judged before I open my mouth. Is there anyone else out there like me? If there is, let me know. I want to change things. The industry, the way people see beauty. But I also want to loose a little weight so I don't have a heart attack at 50 or something. Maybe someone can help me with that. Anyway, mabye this blog is the first step. To acceptance, happiness, to change.

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