Friday, August 21, 2009
I feel really fat right now...
So I went to the doctors today. Yeah. Begin rant now. I actually went it because I had a question about something else, but of course she brings it back to my weight. I mean, I'm actually pretty overweight and I think probably obese at this point, but I don't particularly enjoy being reminded of that, you know? My doctor is pretty nice, though. she talks to me about getting my weight under control, then talks to my mom, then sends us to see this nutritionist person. so she asks us a bunch of questions about our eating habits, then gives us a bunch of pamphlets about eating healthy. It actually was pretty helpful, but still. Now I'm depressed, and I feel fat as a freak. God, I am fat as a freak. Actually, it's not the doctor that really made me depressed, because I found it rather helpful, but it's the fact that life would be easier if I was skinny. And it's also because I don't like being so unhealthy. Okay. rant over. Anyway, now my mom is yelling at my dad over the phone. "did you know your daughter was at the doctors today!" "Did you know she's obese and it's all your fault?" Yeah. I hate my life
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
But you have something a lot of other people don't and that the motivation to change. Olive is right, put those pamphlets to use and everything else you got. Remember your you have something a lot of other people lack....the power to change. :) Wow cheese-ball alert.
ReplyDeleteSydney