I'm sorry!!!!!!!!

For not writing for so long!!!! I'm totally out of the loop, and I know it!!! Lot's of stuff has been going on lately.....
You guys know that new ipod that apple just made? The one that shoots video? Well I have decided I can't live without it. I took my mom to the apple store on Friday, and showed it to her. She said that if i get all A's and one B in geometry, she'll buy it for me! Hell to the yeah!!!!!!! But the problem is, I'm physicly incapable of getting good grades, at least in Math and sceince. I just can't understand these subjects, no matter how hard i try. but screw that, I'm gonna try harder because I need that ipod!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I tried out for my school play. I was in it last year, so I thought that my chances of getting in this year were pretty good. And of course, because this is how the universe works, I didn't get in :( I was really upset for about a day, but then I realized that it might be for the best because I need the extra time to study more so I can get better grades. Another thing that cheered me up was that almost all of my friends tried out with me, and only one of us got in. And he hates his part. It probably would have taken me a lot longer to get over it if my friends had all gotten parts and I hadn't. I'm kind of the jealous type!
So, that's a very brief overview of what's been going on with me lately. Now I'm gonna try to calm down and start on this major bio assignment that's due Tuesday. I'm going out with a freind later, so If I don't at least start it now, I'm screwed!

will someone please help me kill my Spanish teacher....

For showing us a documentary about food in Mexico???? Know all I can think about is a burrito. With nachos on the side. Ag. Anyway, I got an a+ on my English quiz!!!!!!! I'm super happy about that. I'm actually doing well in all my classes, except Geometry. I'm sorry, but is math really going to get me anywhere in life? Other then doing taxes and figuring out your tip at a restaurant, I don't think so. So why do I need Geometry????????????? Anyway, this morning there was this really big thunder storm, which is really rare for were I live. It freaked me out soooo bad. I hate thunder, but I can't deal with lightning! I always get convinced the house is gonna get struck by lighting and I'm gonna die. Not a fun thing to go through on a Saturday morning!

my day with dad...

So as you all can probably tell from previous posts, my dad and I don't really see eye-to-eye. But we actually had a really fun day together yesterday. It all started yesterday at about 10AM. I woke up to a friend's text. It was my freind Chantal, whom I was supposed to go to the movies with that day. Of course, because this the way my life goes, she canceled. And it sounds really immature, but I was really upset about it. I wanted to go to the movies really bad! I mean, it's not like I never go to the movies. I actually go way to much! But I was so set to go! Maybe I was just craving popcorn, who knows. Anyway, I start crying. And not like, just a few tears, either. I'm bawling! So while I'm acting like a five-year-old, my Dad, who is admittedly way out of his league, comes into my room and is like, "I know you're disappointed, but that's just how life goes sometimes." And since I really don't wanna stay home all day, I'm like "hey dad, wanna go for a walk?" So we do, and we have a great time! We walked far too. Like maybe two miles. My city is on the ocean, so we walked down by the water, and occasionally we stopped in one of those stupid tourist stores and made fun of tourists. and then we had pizza. which was like the cherry on top. It was good pizza! Anyway, I felt less like a loser when I got home. I don't know. Do you guys think it's lame to hang out with your parents?

stuff

yeah, it's been awhile. Sorry! I've had a lot on my mind. I've been having really bad mood swings lately, but turns out it was just pms. Anyway, I just ate some non-fat cottage cheese and berries, which was a really good healthy snack. Almost as good as ice cream. Almost. When you don't have ice cream in the house, you tend to not think about it, which is good. Anyway, I'm sorry to report that school is already stressing me out and it's only the second week :( I already failed a geometry quiz :( Seriously... WTF? And I have a Spanish quiz tomorrow, and a English quiz on Tuesday. Agh!!!!!!!!! To many quizzes!!!!!!! I'm also worried because there's a flu outbreak at my school, and one of the cases was confirmed swine flu. But they're not gonna close the school down because we've all already been exposed, so there wouldn't be any point. Well that's just great. I love knowing that I've been exposed to an infectious virus, and the school is doing absolutely nothing about it. Anyway, I guess it's also just being overweight thats been getting me down lately. It's like I can't walk down the friggin hall at school without someone making fun of me behind my back. In class, no one wants to work with me. It's like fat is contagious and they are all afraid that they'll catch it if they get to close too me. My school is full of a-holes, seriously. Even my so called friends make fun of me sometimes. Well, not my really close friends, but some of my other friends. Thats kinda how you tell who you're real friends are. See who makes fun of you and who doesn't. Anyway, rant over. Bye for now.